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Friday, April 4, 2025

 I tried to click him through the wall

me too

well I didn't but I thought about it


I thought this was the way but it goes east so I turned around

it is the way you have to keep going

oh it straightens out

yeah


oh wow rocks you can target

oh it was a sapling behind them lol

they have those in the past

they got rid of them?

it's a place you can go


you know how zones change over time

think they'll ever get the rocks out of the way

it's their defense

but do you think it changes

if it did they'd put it back


can you believe yall are like 40 and 50 now

I was 12 and yall were 20 so now i'm 31 yall 40 and 50


I think this is the way  nope it's the other one found it


I think I was a cactaur I never saw them


this place goes forever

yup just have to keep going

I've been told that before and it didn't work out well


go there and wait 1 game hour

50 game seconds pass

okay i'm going to leave

stay there a few hours


see you're playing a game doing nothing now that's a good game

i'll go to pash and konch and I have the chance at lightning twice

but then you have to play not as good

but a higher chance yeah

but i'd just stay in jug


wait in dunes for fire?

nah doesn't happen enough go to another zone


I could go to konch and pash and get it

but it may not be there and you could miss jug

true

I want to get smn fast


well i'm off my chocobo now

good stay there

do you not want to play

you said you wanted to get smn fast


the devil

you probably just sold something you always have more gil and higher levels than me


I had the meseals

did you hear me

no i'm just talking


i'm waiting a day if it doesn't lightning i'm out of here

okay


so I just stand here and I get it I can leave the game running

have to zone or log in and out

how can I do that without playing on the xbox 360

a bot

how

you can't

it's cheating too


I feel like i'm cheating playing a game by doing nothing

you're not and you are doing good too


code ! you hungry ?

YES !

I bought you some beef jerky and here's a coca cola

thank you gram !! I LOVE YOU !


my grandma just brought beef jerky and coca cola to me

lucky

now I can play not playing for hours



and just about that time he would come through and I would throw a fit

I just wanted dakotah to live on like me

he does mama he has a lot of you in him he's not like that anymore

he only wants good


hi salem

I love you Salem you're so good you are a good girl

you let me pet you you listen and talk you love your treats and going outside you go with me places

you can go

nudges hand gets a pet

salem you mean a lot to me

codes always had a way with the little ones

salem starts kneading my leg

cali sneezes bless you cali

code already had another black cat we called her cupcake but she turned out to be a boy so he changed his name

what happened to it he got out

but I know what happened

same thing that always happened to dakotahs pets

it died

just like me 

they let you die

I wouldn't listen and I wouldn't change

I wonder if we could find her ancestries

they cremated me so all the dna is wiped good luck finding that

just like that


code always loved he just got taken advantage of

how

you don't want to know

he went mad and turned insane

but he got better before I was gone

I'm just glad I got to see him better

it started happening again

yes he started getting taken advantage of again

but he was strong enough to fight and damnit he fought hard he got what he wanted


I never thought the two of them would stop fighting

and it was so wrong in so many ways

I didn't know what to do I just tried to keep everyone happy

well it's all over now

and i'm dead !

well yeah but you're still here and everything is better


oooooohh

once we finally get dakotah out of trouble everything will be better

looking at 3 more years ?!?! and he could go to prison

he'll lose so much he'll lose his life

I know several people that have gone to prison and not lost their life

did they have anything to lose

he loves his cats he loves salem so much soo soo much

at least he doesn't have a kid

that's he only good thing

he loves salem more than a kid

he's not ready to have kids anyways

it's getting time

he has so much going for him he can't stop everything to have a kid

he has his girls that's number one he has his apartment he'll lose his ssi and snap

he'll lose his job dakotah has a REALLY good job

gah I hate they do so much of that to the good ones

I know but what could I do

you did your best(separate them, listen to dakotah)

no I didn't I just did what I knew worked

(that's true)

well it's not the end he can get his girls back and he can get better of all of that stuff

it's just so much work, and I know he's okay with going to prison he just doesn't want to have to live in one of the starting over houses that he fears is worse than prison

yeah

well he isn't going to lose his game I guarantee that 100%

yeah everyone tells me that I believe them

that's too much commitment to just disappear and commitment means something to all of us has nothing to do with the money


he did good

numbers of profile views

he's going to be huge

bigger than mark McGuire

in his own right

no look at this(much better)

ahahahahaha


could asked Kristi for money to get dakotah an apartment and away from john

why didn't yall ask for help

they don't ask for help

gods gift to men

for everyone else (yeah)

for me(no)

an angel

ewww stay away

they don't even like us and they go all about how we have to ask them for money

just leave that alone

stay as far away even when they try to come close


that's the penis

it's the belly

yall were not keeping him full

yall were eating out of his belly

that's not right

it was so good

was I getting better


sorry mister we are playing in your blood(odin ff11 gameplay + ???)

it's not his blood from his body

it's the blood we owe him from other peoples body

yeah


we had no idea we had sooooo much to do to make that penis happy again

it makes itself happy

you'd think someone could help

I agree with denny it aint supposed to be like that


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just so we know

so far we have dakotah gram denny mom michael(or dakotah calls him lance others call him vinny[looks like guy from 13ghosts that's in the whole movie) denny and luna

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Thursday, April 3, 2025

Gives me an irrational vivid memory(that's good I can tell my nurse that next time I talk to her)

Of slaving to make breakfast to have a man appreciate me
Then them not eating at all
Because I put the butter on tbe pancake 
Instead of leaving the butter to the side

Like pouting a beer in a glass
Or doing anything that needs to be done before they say to do it

damn the bugs getting bad

salem did you invite all them over

it's salem cali and me in this house everyone else needs to go home

now salem you know we don't need this many guests


talking to salem and cali

i've been wanting a home cooked meal all day

you girls know i've been wanting chicken

now I done thawed it out

but someone needs to cook it

and you know you girls are great but yall aint the best at cooking

so I signed you two up for a mom and daughter cooking class


I've done drugs and alcohol
i've never had a real drug problem or alcohol problem

In my current state of life
I really like explaining I had a really bad drug problem and my cats saved my life

then I like to change the subject and talk about how bad marijuana is and how it can ruin lives so easily
being the biggest marijuana supporter I know and knowing all that it does is good

I'm just getting in to the whole vibe of it all
Everyone I know that works as a nurse doctor officers or in the judicial system

Marijuana is bad but it only does good
and alcohol is bad but it's been used as medicine for like 30,000+ years
and we don't really do anything bad it all falls on drugs and alcohol that made us made bad decisions

so my cats have saved me and I love them and they love me
and we're going to love each other sober for as long as we can every single day

I like how not using marijuana makes you clean
using marijuana sure makes me a lot cleaner than not
but I like it's called clean when you don't use it for 3+ months

I like they always make it seem like some really hard drug like meth or heroin or pcp or whatever
then it always changes to marijuana or alcohol

I just is comical everyone in that entire section and subsection of jobs
is all living that same thing
we know it's good we know it helps that's 100%
but at the same time we put you in jail or prison and we do everything to get them off it otherwise they cannot get their full freedom back to use it lol
and that's the only thing that gets taken away
it's like a circus